trapped.

My life is slowly tumbling down the toilet, and the sad part is, its not even my fault. I'm trying with all my might to grab the life I once had back, but the economy and circumstances just dont seem to want to allow that to happen just yet.

I spend many a night, staring at the darkness of my room, wondering what the hell I did so bad in my life to bring this on. I totally beleive in Karma, and I'm getting a good swallow of it these days.
I've given up the whiskey until I get back the life I think will work for me , I am on a now and then beer diet, unless your buyin that is.

I had a job come up, but one of the invited guests was someone whom, A; is told to me to be a snitch, cant stand snitches, B; a drug user of the nasty dirty type, C; annoying beyond all comprehension. I told the "boss" If dude's goin, I aint, his call, I suspect he will bring dude over me, which just cements the fact even more so that I am doing the right thing worrining about my own best interests.

So there it is,....... I need a job, a hug, and a tissue to wie the salt from my eye.

Be Well and pray for Ol' East.